So this is going to be pretty random since it's late and of course i'm sleep deprived and yet i can't sleep..isnt that lovely?? ugh so anyways my mind is in overdrive so i was just thinking about a few things..
When I think about words to describe myself i think of honest. Well really i think bluntly honest. I pretty much tell you what i think and when i think it and sometimes that isnt the best thing in the world but! i do it and i pretty much always have. I would much rather duke out a argument right then and there rather then it going on and on for days.. i find that highly annoying.. but oh well..i know not everyone is like me and i realize it.. but i just wish people would talk rather then think stuff and hold it against others instead of telling them the truth about what they think and how they are feeling.. but enough about that! :)
So my Bubby is 7 weeks old tomorrow.. WOW! It does not feel like its been almost 2 months.. UGH! haha i dont want time to go by so fast! But he is smiling all the time and starting to laugh and he is just an absolutely amazing baby. He of course has his little screaming fits and all that but for the most part he is just amazing. haha I tell hubs that he will say Mama first cause he is such a momma's boy already. Hubs can be trying to get him to smile and making faces at him and he just looks at him and as soon as i say something to him and smile at him he is smiling ear to ear haha! hubs loves seeing his smiles and his little laughs just as much as i do and he knows the reason is cause im with him more so its not a problem. I am SUCH a lucky woman to have such an amazing husband who actually likes spending time with his family and his baby most men give the baby up once they start crying but hubs sticks it out! i am so proud of him. he is an amzing daddy not that i had any doubts but it really is an amazing sight to see. :)
shew ok well now that im done rambling i think i will head to bed! finally feeling the drowsiness setting in.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Pet Peeve
So i have a few pet peeves that i have been faced with here lately...
1. Please do NOT brag to me about doing drugs/getting drunk/going crazy because all it does is make me want to punch you in the face.
I have always hated when people would laugh when they were telling some stupid story of what they had done while they were high/drunk what have you.. because most of the time they are the only ones laughing and it makes them look like the stupid idiot they are being by bragging about it. I know that i have been drunk and that i have had those times but i have never done drugs nor will i ever do drugs. That is a personal choice and i don't want to do it nor do i want my child exposed to it. (i know he will be sooner or later but it won't be by me.) i have moved on from that stage in my life. i don't want to get drunk i don't think that alcohol is the answer to having a good time. Now don't get me wrong i dont see a problem with a drink every now and then but again im over the whole getting drunk phase. been there done that and nothing good ever came out of it.. Acohol changes people and sometime it's not for the better. I am just sick and tired of people thinking that they are so cool cause they drink and blah blah.. ughhh..
2. People only wanting to be apart of your life when it's convenient or in my case when i will be in town. if you can't make the effort to talk to me while im out of town then there is no way im going to make the effort to see you while im in town....
ok i think that is all for now i feel better just letting this out.. :)
1. Please do NOT brag to me about doing drugs/getting drunk/going crazy because all it does is make me want to punch you in the face.
I have always hated when people would laugh when they were telling some stupid story of what they had done while they were high/drunk what have you.. because most of the time they are the only ones laughing and it makes them look like the stupid idiot they are being by bragging about it. I know that i have been drunk and that i have had those times but i have never done drugs nor will i ever do drugs. That is a personal choice and i don't want to do it nor do i want my child exposed to it. (i know he will be sooner or later but it won't be by me.) i have moved on from that stage in my life. i don't want to get drunk i don't think that alcohol is the answer to having a good time. Now don't get me wrong i dont see a problem with a drink every now and then but again im over the whole getting drunk phase. been there done that and nothing good ever came out of it.. Acohol changes people and sometime it's not for the better. I am just sick and tired of people thinking that they are so cool cause they drink and blah blah.. ughhh..
2. People only wanting to be apart of your life when it's convenient or in my case when i will be in town. if you can't make the effort to talk to me while im out of town then there is no way im going to make the effort to see you while im in town....
ok i think that is all for now i feel better just letting this out.. :)
Monday, November 1, 2010
Just Deal With It
Money is the root of all evil.
I hate that the world literally revolves around money. I hate that we dont have any and were trying to make ends meet as it is.. I hate to see my husband, who does so much for me and bubby, stressing about not having enough money to go out and have fun. I hate that he thinks that we have to have money to have fun! I love just spending time at home with him and our baby boy and our little doggies. The perfect weekend is just having him here and us just relaxing... Most divorces are caused by money issues, and i do not want to be in that statistic. I try not to stress out about wondering where we will get the money to pay our bills and buy us food and buy essential things for bubby but it is hard.
Alot of people think that the army is a great job and yada yada but it doesn't pay worth a crap. i mean yea we have health insurance and we have resources on post that are "tax free" but really it's not that much of a difference. For what my husband does day in and day out he should be getting paid alot more then what he does. He is never off duty, he can get called at anytime and have to report. I hate it. I seriously cannot wait til next year when we are out. Now don't get me wrong. I love my hubby and i am super proud of him. He is my hero. Always has been and always will be. He is amazing. i guess all im saying is i wish that life was easier but.. i think everyone wishes that.. oh well i guess i just gotta put my big girl panites on and deal with it..
I hate that the world literally revolves around money. I hate that we dont have any and were trying to make ends meet as it is.. I hate to see my husband, who does so much for me and bubby, stressing about not having enough money to go out and have fun. I hate that he thinks that we have to have money to have fun! I love just spending time at home with him and our baby boy and our little doggies. The perfect weekend is just having him here and us just relaxing... Most divorces are caused by money issues, and i do not want to be in that statistic. I try not to stress out about wondering where we will get the money to pay our bills and buy us food and buy essential things for bubby but it is hard.
Alot of people think that the army is a great job and yada yada but it doesn't pay worth a crap. i mean yea we have health insurance and we have resources on post that are "tax free" but really it's not that much of a difference. For what my husband does day in and day out he should be getting paid alot more then what he does. He is never off duty, he can get called at anytime and have to report. I hate it. I seriously cannot wait til next year when we are out. Now don't get me wrong. I love my hubby and i am super proud of him. He is my hero. Always has been and always will be. He is amazing. i guess all im saying is i wish that life was easier but.. i think everyone wishes that.. oh well i guess i just gotta put my big girl panites on and deal with it..
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