There comes a time in everyone's life where they drift away form those who are closest. It is just a fact of life. It doesn't mean that you love those people any less or that you won't always be there for those people. It just means that you are all growing in your own ways and not everyone can grow at the same pace. I know for me I started growing up faster as soon as i hit high school age. I fell in love with the man of my dreams my freshman year. He went on to join the military and it went from being a normal teenage girl with a boyfriend to i never get to see him, he is in a completely different state and i didn't care i knew that he was the one for me and that it didn't matter how long it took for us to be back together again i would wait. And wait i did. :) My husband and i got married when i was 17 years old he was 19. He spent our whole first year of marriage in Iraq. He didn't get to see me graduate from high school and we didn't see each other for a total of 11 months straight. I am now 19 and we are expecting our first baby boy. It's amazing how much life can change in a couple of years. Life changes and people change it's just how this world goes. I know that i have some amazing friends that i will have for life because it doesn't matter how long we go with out talking or seeing each other because i know we all dont talk or see each other as much as we once did, but that doesn't we don't care enough about each other it just means we have a life and it's a hectic life that we all live.
I know that i haven't stayed in touch with all of my friends from home, but like i said it doesn't mean that i love them any less or don't think about them daily. I am starting a new chapter in my life where i will have not only myself to worry about but my family too. My husband and my baby boy are my first priorities, and i hope people understand im not trying to be mean when i say things like that. I am simply just stating the change and the fact of my life now. And i know not everyone understands the way i feel because they are in a different stage in their life and hopefully with time they will understand. For now im going to try my best to stay in touch with the people that i love and pray that is enough.
I know that i haven't stayed in touch with all of my friends from home, but like i said it doesn't mean that i love them any less or don't think about them daily. I am starting a new chapter in my life where i will have not only myself to worry about but my family too. My husband and my baby boy are my first priorities, and i hope people understand im not trying to be mean when i say things like that. I am simply just stating the change and the fact of my life now. And i know not everyone understands the way i feel because they are in a different stage in their life and hopefully with time they will understand. For now im going to try my best to stay in touch with the people that i love and pray that is enough.
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