Monday, August 30, 2010

Better

So things have taken a turn for the better in the past couple of days! Thank the Lord! :) Jason finally sold his Jeep and now has the truck that he has been wanting!! and we will be saving about 200 dollars a month which is AMAZING! cause we need it!! God has blessed us this past week with some answered prayers!

I was reading my friend's blog and realized that it's such an amazing time in my life right now. I am blessed and i know i have said this before but i don't think that you can Praise God enough! He truly has blessed me in my short 19 years. I am eternally grateful! Some of my previous posts have been nothing but negativity and i have realized that i don't need to feel this way! I really am ready to meet my little guy and i have prayed daily that today is that day, but God is telling me to wait and to be patient. (which He knows im not good at doing haha) He will send me my little boy in due time, and sure i wish that time was like right this second! haha but it will happen soon. I have about 2 weeks til my due date and i really do hope and pray it is before then i will wait and try to be patient because i know that i cannot control this and it is ALL IN HIS HANDS!! So please pray for me to have the patience that i need and to have my baby boy born safely into the world!!

Friday, August 27, 2010

blllaaaahhhhh....

This describes the way i feel right now.... I would much rather not be around people and i definitely hardly ever want to leave the house! I am HUGE for one. and two i just do not feel like it. Don't get me wrong being pregnant is the most amazing thing that i have ever done in my life, but i am so ready to be able to stand up without have pains shoot through my back and hips... At our last doctor's appt my doctor looked at Hubby and said "ok, mommy here is going to be getting very cranky the best thing for you to do is just make sure she is comfortable and don't stress her or invite alot of people to come over to the house." I just kinda laughed because at that time my pain and what not was manageable but i COMPLETELY understand what she was saying now. I feel like every time i hear a person's voice whom i would rather not talk to it drives me INSANE!! and if Jason and i go out or anything i am ready to go back home ASAP. I really just don't think i should be around people right now......ugggggghhhhhhh.... ok sorry i am whining but...really you would not understand unless you have been where i am.. haha :)

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Full Moon

So today is the day.. it is the day of the Full Moon.
I am praying so hard that my baby boy decides to come today it's not even funny! I am in so much pain that i didn't think was possible he is sitting so low that all of his weight pushes down on my hips and oh my goodness it is unbelievably ridiculous pain! Everyone keeps saying oh he will come when he is ready.. well of course you can say that people! you are not the one carrying the boy! Sheesh! And i have been so crabby here lately I just do not want to talk to anyone or have anyone look at me the wrong way cause i might go crazy on them! UGH! i hate feeling this way and i am just so ready to have him in my arms! I know that once he gets here and everything is said and done i will be so grateful and not have a care in the world and i know that all of this will be worth it, but i want that feeling now!!!!! phew!

OH AND! I cannot stand people who only think of themselves. I know that i am not the most giving person and i admit that but when it comes down to it i would try and help anyone who is in trouble. Especially family and friends! I just do not understand why there are certain people who seem to think that they are such great people and they really aren't! UGH! ok i think i am feeling much better and now i want to try and coax this little boy out of me so im going to go do laundry and clean some more! :)

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Thankful

I know that i have pretty much failed the 30 day blog thing... but that's alright.. HAHA

I want to take a minute and write about all of the things i am Thankful for in my life.

I am thankful that God has saved my soul and forgiven me of my sins. I know i am not perfect but i am trying daily to walk in the path that He has for me.

I am thankful that i have such an amazing husband! He works so hard to provide for me. He truly is my knight in shining armor.

I am thankful that i am pregnant with the most precious gift that God has given to Hubby and I. We cannot wait to meet our little baby boy.

I am thankful that i have such amazing parents who gave me the best childhood and love that any kid could ask for.

I am thankful for two brothers! We don't talk all the time but i love them and i know that they love me too!!

I am thankful that i have true friends that i will always have no matter what life throws at us. Gina, Jessica, Katie and Jordan you all are amazing. We have grown so much in the past 5 years of our lives and we will continue to grow with each other in our own special little ways. :)

I am such a blessed person to have everything in my life that i have. A great husband who is also my best friend, a great family who i could not have gotten this far without, and great friends who support me no matter what may happen. This is the meaning of life to me. I am so richly blessed by God's love for me. I am so glad to have Him to talk to and to have my prayers answered by Him.

Monday, August 16, 2010

TO MUCH TO HANDLE!

So i found out today that my dad has been diagnosed with a disease called Lupus. It's a chronic inflammatory disease..whatever that means...
I just know that he can't be in the sun, and if he does go in the sun then he has to have like long sleeve shirts on and pants and wide brimmed hats. so it's pretty much like he is allergic to the sun. :(
And if you know me than you know that i am a huge daddy's girl. My dad has been my super hero my whole life. I mean he has beaten cancer and then he went through the fluid around his heart and now this, i mean he just can't catch a break. I really just need prayers right now and so does my whole family...
Thank you all so much.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Growing up..

It was 11:30 on a Thursday night, my husband and I were already dead asleep, my phone went off and it was a text message from a friend back home. They were all out having a good time and I was already in bed and had been for a couple of hours. This is when I realized that I am growing in such a different way then all of my friends from back home. I know that now is kind of late to be seeing this but it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I understand how they are feeling. I know they want to go out late at night not have a care in the world and that is exactly what they should be doing! But im married and have a baby on the way. I guess what im trying to say is that i hope that all of my friends realize that my life is now forever changed and i will not be able to just pick up and go somewhere at 10 o'clock at night. I will have to plan things and know what exactly is going on. I know that being married and having a baby doesn't mean that my world is ending on the contrary i believe my world is just starting. I can't wait to hold my baby boy in my arms and know the love that my mom has for me.

I guess what i am trying to say is that i hope that when we do move back home that my friends realize that i won't be able to do everything that they do. I realize that there will be some controversy over this but it's ok. I am going to do what is right for my marriage and my child because my husband and son are the most important people in the world to me...

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

OK so i have been slacking
well i don't really think i have been slacking its more
like i am getting ready for this child to get here
we went to the hospital yesterday to get checked out and make
sure that it wasn't time yet cause i had some funny feelings..haha
but everything is good and i will be 35 weeks pregnant tomorrow! which
means 2 weeks from tomorrow he will be "full term"!!!
I am so excited and ready to be able to hold him and love on him
and see what he looks like. I really can't wait plus im ready to not get up
to go pee every five minutes of the day! Hubby is also ready
to hold his little boy! I am so lucky to have such an amazing husband
and he is going to be such a great daddy!

As i am writing this I feel as if i have changed and grown
so much in the past couple of years. September is going to be a huge month
of big happenings. Our 2 year wedding anniversary!
Our baby boy being born! It's crazy!
If you would have told me when I was first starting high school
that i would be married my senior year and then the next year
i would be having a baby i would have been like wow you are INSANE!
but here i am! and i am happy as i could be!!!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Day 05:
A picture of somewhere you have been...

I have been to a lot of places in my life..and i can only think of one place that i will always feel at home, and that is the mountains! One of the coolest hikes i have been on was one that was never planned it just kind of happened! My sister and i hiked Chimney Rock in flip flops i might add!! It was pretty amazing!



Friday, August 6, 2010

DAY 04:
What is a habit that you wish you didn't have?

Hmm well I think the habit that I have that I wish i didn't have would probably be
that i wish i didn't get mad so easily. Like i don't know if that is a "habit" but it something
about my self that i wish that i could change. I have gotten better over the
years but im still not where i want to be. I guess it's more of i wish i didn't care what people said. I really wish i had the ability to hear that someone has said something about me or my friends or family and let it just roll off my back without me taking it to heart.
i guess in a way that it is a good thing that i take up for myself, my family, and my friends but i guess i wish that i could do it without getting completely ticked off and just be all in your face about it... But it is a part of what makes me who i am..

Thursday, August 5, 2010

DAY 03:
A picture of you and your friends!



These are the girls that i can count on to always be there for me.
I am very blessed in the fact that i have more then one
best friend. We have our moments and there used to be more
then just us 5 but things happen and life changes. I wouldn't trade anything
for the friends that I have.


Wednesday, August 4, 2010

DAY 02:
Ok so day number two has arrived and i still remembered to do this! Woohoo! Lets hope i keep this up!!
So the meaning behind the name of my blog is pretty self
explanatory I do believe. I mean my life is one big adventure i never know
what is going to happen next.
Especially having a husband in the army.
We can never plan things and if we do plan something those plans can always change.
It is a never ending cycle...
So my life is an adventure and i like having it that way.

On another note...
I thought that i was going into labor last night! AHH!
I was kinda hoping and praying that i was but ended up not being
time quite yet. I am ready to hold and love on my precious little boy.
But like i said i never know what is going to happen next so i guess we will see when
he decides to make his appearance!!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Been a While but.. here we go!

DAY 01:
That is the picture for Day 1. My husband and i at our baby shower!

and here are the facts!

1) obviously i am married to an amazing man!! I am very lucky to have found him so early in life! God has blessed me greatly!

2) I am pregnant with a baby boy! Brayden Lane! He should be coming into this world any day now!!

3) We are a military family. It has it's ups and downs, but for the most part its pretty great!

4) Jesus is my Lord and Savior! I try my hardest to put God first in my life, i know i slip up but i believe i am doing better at seeing who He wants me to be.

5) I have an amazing family. My parents are very important to me! I talk to my mom at least once a day! She is truly a best friend to me. My dad was always my hero growing up! He beat cancer and is in remission and he is still going strong!!

6) I have two older brothers. Daniel and David are my older brothers. They were always my "protectors" growing up. (even though most of the time it was their fault i got hurt haha)

7) I should really be grateful to my brother, David, because he introduced me to my amazing husband Jason!!

8) I have two dogs Daisy and Bella. We rescued Daisy and she is the sweetest little Beagle in the world, and then there is Bella my Chihuahua, she is a little spoiled.. but i love them both!!

9) Jason and I have been married for almost two years, but we only saw each other for two months out of twelve for the first year. He was deployed to Iraq, possibly the hardest thing that i have been through.

10) I cannot wait to be back in the mountains! I love being close to the beach and being somewhere new, but the mountains will always be home.

11) I have not done any schooling since i graduated high school over a year ago, but i am still trying to figure out what i want to be. For now i will be a mommy and i will figure the rest out later.

12) I miss my girls. All of my friends from back home i miss them more then they know! :(

13) I LOVE COUNTRY MUSIC! haha :)

14) I love to cook for others! and i love trying new recipes and new style of cooking.

15) I am running out of facts! haha so for my last one. I am who i am. I am a honest person who says what is on her mind. I try not to say things about people that i would not say to their face. I try to be a friend that i would like to have..

so let's see if i can keep this up for 30 days!! :)



So i officially suck at this whole blogging thing so i am going to do what some of my friends are doing starting today!

Day 01: A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02: The meaning behind your Blog's name
Day 03: A picture of you and your friends
Day 04: A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05: A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06: Favorite super hero and why
Day 07: A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08: Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09: Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10: Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11: Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12: How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13: A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14: A picture of you and your family
Day 15: Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16: Another picture of yourself
Day 17: Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18: Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19: Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20: Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21: A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22: What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23: Something you crave for a lot
Day 24: A letter to your parents
Day 25: What I would find in your bag
Day 26: What do you think about your friends
Day 27: Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28: A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then
Day 29: In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30: Who are you?