Growing up..

It was 11:30 on a Thursday night, my husband and I were already dead asleep, my phone went off and it was a text message from a friend back home. They were all out having a good time and I was already in bed and had been for a couple of hours. This is when I realized that I am growing in such a different way then all of my friends from back home. I know that now is kind of late to be seeing this but it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I understand how they are feeling. I know they want to go out late at night not have a care in the world and that is exactly what they should be doing! But im married and have a baby on the way. I guess what im trying to say is that i hope that all of my friends realize that my life is now forever changed and i will not be able to just pick up and go somewhere at 10 o'clock at night. I will have to plan things and know what exactly is going on. I know that being married and having a baby doesn't mean that my world is ending on the contrary i believe my world is just starting. I can't wait to hold my baby boy in my arms and know the love that my mom has for me.

I guess what i am trying to say is that i hope that when we do move back home that my friends realize that i won't be able to do everything that they do. I realize that there will be some controversy over this but it's ok. I am going to do what is right for my marriage and my child because my husband and son are the most important people in the world to me...