Full Moon

So today is the day.. it is the day of the Full Moon.
I am praying so hard that my baby boy decides to come today it's not even funny! I am in so much pain that i didn't think was possible he is sitting so low that all of his weight pushes down on my hips and oh my goodness it is unbelievably ridiculous pain! Everyone keeps saying oh he will come when he is ready.. well of course you can say that people! you are not the one carrying the boy! Sheesh! And i have been so crabby here lately I just do not want to talk to anyone or have anyone look at me the wrong way cause i might go crazy on them! UGH! i hate feeling this way and i am just so ready to have him in my arms! I know that once he gets here and everything is said and done i will be so grateful and not have a care in the world and i know that all of this will be worth it, but i want that feeling now!!!!! phew!

OH AND! I cannot stand people who only think of themselves. I know that i am not the most giving person and i admit that but when it comes down to it i would try and help anyone who is in trouble. Especially family and friends! I just do not understand why there are certain people who seem to think that they are such great people and they really aren't! UGH! ok i think i am feeling much better and now i want to try and coax this little boy out of me so im going to go do laundry and clean some more! :)